❤ 835 J'aime cami_w i miss me. the old me. the happy me. the bright me. the smiling me. the laughing me. the gone me and i’m sorry. i’m sorry i’m such a disappointment. i’m sorry i’m useless. i’m sorry i’m a disgrace. most of all, i’m sorry i was born. i’m so broken that i can feel it. i mean, physically feel it. this is so much more than being sad now. this i affecting my whole body. every thought is a battle, every breath is a war and i don’t think i’m winning anymore. it suck because i was getting better and now, i’m not. and i know the bravest thing i have ever done was continuing to live when i wanted to die. but now all of a sudden, i felt really tired. like the world had drained me for everything that i had. i really was getting better but then, i remembered what i am try to get away from, i remembered the things that tear me apart. now, i’m back at the start. the truth is.. i’m trying really hard not to get hurt again but.. depression end when it ends you.
miniwild left a comment on your photo: if you feel tired, you've the right to rest you know ? you're not alone, you'll never be alone. you'll get better, you're strong and you deserve all the happiness in the world. you're not a disappointment, you're not useless at all. you're being too hard on yourself. the old you is still here, hiding. she's waiting to come back and she will. like i said, you're not alone. you're not fighting alone. people close to you are here to help. if you fight, i fight beside you. if you fall, i'll help you stand again. if you're broken, i'm gonna fix you. you're my family, remember ? i love you and i'll always be there for you. everything is gonna be okay. you'll see.