Milo & Thea (2)

I am. I'm accepting things as they are and I no longer repeat myself over and over again. I know when I'm not heard and I'm no longer wasting my voice.

How are you not heard?

Like that, exactly.

We had a long conversation about how I needed you to open up and know what's on your mind. I won't even go on me not meeting any one you care about.

It's fine. It is how it is.

And I literally told you what happened so what’s the problem?
Why is that even a thing right now?

It's no problem. You tell me facts, not what's on your mind. After it happened also, but that goes with being kept out of your life.
It has been for a while, it's no longer. I'm done fighting.

Because I don’t need to process things out loud, nor do I think about things too long. I just take action.
What do you mean by you’re done?

Without consideration for me. And it took you two fucking months to do that fucking test, but whatever.
We just see things - including our relationship - differently, that's how it is. I'll adjust.
I won't process things out loud and will just take action now.

And how is that a fucking problem ? I can do that test whenever I want.
Ok. Using my own words against me. I don’t have time for that today. Grow up.

You're right you can do whatever you want whenever you want.
Our relationship has been hanging by a thread because of a child you're not even sure is yours, I've been killing myself trying to be patient and give you time to tell me what you want with me and you've just been pushing me away. And of course, you get mad when I fucking can't do it anymore. You want to give me just facts? I took the fact, you insisted on me talking and now you don't me to do? That's too easy Milo. I'm not something or someone you can control. Sure, keep having me at a safe distance, close enough to tell me you want to be with me but not close enough so I can see what's going on in your head, or whatever. God forbid our relationship be a partnership.
You win. You get exactly what you want. Give me facts. Don't forget to let me know when you decide you want to be involved in her life. I mean, of course, I'll know after, let's just hope we talk about fucking days and not years. But whatever, it's not like that impacts me, right?

I haven’t been pushing you away Thea. I’m just not at ease speaking to you about it because of how much it hurts you. To the point where you’re freezing your eggs because it made you think about your own situation. I wasn’t planning on doing anything, I just ended up texting her about it while I was at work. That’s it.
Don’t be fucking sarcastic. It happened yesterday, you’re not going to make it look like it’s something I’ve been planning and hiding for months. I just try not to think about that shit when I’m with you. So it can be just us, quality time not ruined with that stuff. Am I wrong for that ?