saedie

that's not what i meant and you know it

do what ? realise that you don’t tell me a thing about you ?

taking care of him is exhausting. my life revolves around him, and his care and the money for his care, but how i am even suppose to say that i'm tired of taking care of my brother ?

how can i even say out loud that he is exhausting, and that sometimes i wish he was dead?

so that i could at least try to have a normal life

don’t you dare say that saem

you are an asshole and selfish

yeah i am

i am so selfish, that i sacrifice everything for him and that i kill myself everyday at school and at work so he can be proud of me even if he doesn't realise what i'm doing. i'm an asshole because i want to just spend some time with my gf but yeah, she thinks i am an ass so great

you wouldn’t say that if he was dead.