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What is happening to me? I can’t even recognize myself anymore. It feels like a long time ago the last day I’ve been a normal, happy girl… These people, him, everybody is looking at me like I was nothing. Yes, that’s right: Nothing or maybe a monster. Like… isn’t already enough to lose the love of my life? I’ve lost so many friends by now and it makes me damn sick.
I walked down the hall; I could clearly feel all those eyes staring at me… They’re all watching me. If I ever talk to another man, they would whisper, “She’s a slut” or something. But this time, I won’t let myself drawn. Aleksei was at the end of the hall, alone, and I was determinate to get my answers. So I walked to get to him and the next thing I know, we’re hidden behind a wall so nobody can see us. You son of a bitch better speak right now before I call the cops. You stole my life, you stole EVERYTHING from me. Who the fuck do you think you are? Andy was right from the beginning, maybe YOU ARE a damn fucking, stupid, little punk. How dare you? How COULD YOU!? And just like this, I made myself cry. I could hit his face, I had the strength and I was so mad. But I can’t.
I just felt helpless, and lonely. Nothing matters anymore… He won’t love me anymore.
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